I’m the guy tourists stop to ask questions, the guy complete
strangers tell their life stories to in bars; and if I had to come up with one
thing that all my friends have in common, it would be the fact that, at some
point, we have had a conversation during which they have all stopped and said:
“I don’t know why I’m telling you this.”
And I always want to say: “Because I'm the guy you can tell.”
So when I was reading the New York Review of Books outside The Coffee Shop while I was waiting for my lunch date to show up, I was not at all surprised when a tall thin man with a grizzled gray beard in a long light coat with a wide-brimmed leather hat, a guy who looked like a cross between Jacques and Old Man Picard in the last episode of Next Generation, turned to me as he was walking past me, pointed to the NYRB I was reading, and said:
So when I was reading the New York Review of Books outside The Coffee Shop while I was waiting for my lunch date to show up, I was not at all surprised when a tall thin man with a grizzled gray beard in a long light coat with a wide-brimmed leather hat, a guy who looked like a cross between Jacques and Old Man Picard in the last episode of Next Generation, turned to me as he was walking past me, pointed to the NYRB I was reading, and said:
STRANGER:
I read that magazine. What article are
you reading?
ME: It’s about Boswell. A review of a book about Boswell.
STRANGER:
You mean Boswell the biographer of Samuel Johnson?
ME: Yes.
STRANGER:
You like Boswell?
ME: No, I’m reading the issue from cover to
cover.
STRANGER:
I know he’s famous for the Samuel Johnson Life, but didn’t he write his own
autobiography?
ME: Well, he published at least one journal of
his life in the 1760’s.
STRANGER:
I never had much interest in Johnson.
But the period! The literary
figures in the period! That fascinates
me. Not Johnson.
ME: A great figure. And like all the greats, a man of contradictions.
STRANGER:
That’s an interesting premise. It may
indeed be a given.
ME: I come at Johnson from the Shakespeare
angle. Johnson on Shakespeare. Smart stuff.
STRANGER:
Well—Shakespeare. Now how did we do
what he did? It’s incredible, really.
ME: I know—three dozen plays which have become a
part of our culture, and when you realize that there was a time before they
didn’t exist, you wonder how did he do it?
STRANGER:
Exactly! How was he able to do it?
ME: Because he was a working actor who was paid
to do it, a poet who wrote what people wanted to see and then managed to make
something immortal out of it.
STRANGER:
Yes! That’s the mystery! How did he do that? The ability to do that—I hate to use the
word, but I’m going to do it anyway—that ability is what we call genius, isn’t
it? Genius in the sense of his—and I
may be mispronouncing the word here—his demon?
ME: Daemon. What Socrates said he was always arguing with.
STRANGER:
Yes—his inner genius—his inner Daemon.
ME: Oh I think all writers have one. I mean I write—and when do, I feel like there’s something pulling at
my pen, something tugging at my hand to get those particular words down on
paper, and I have to be totally open to it, like I’m the tool that the work is
using to get written.
STRANGER:
I am a writer too, and that’s all I’ll say about that, but I am going to use an
expletive here, and say that what you have just said, is, exactly, the same,
fucking, thing, that happens to me, and the place I always try to get to when I
write. Thank you. [Holds out his hand] Thank you. It was great talking to you.
ME: [Shaking hands] Great talking to you, too. Take care.
STRANGER: Thank you.
[Crosses street into park]
I have learned over the years not to make too much of these random
encounters. But I also believe that
they happen for a reason—and in this case, I think that either I needed to hear
that I’m not alone in feeling like the best writing I do is when I am an open
door for creativity, or he needed to hear it.
Or—which is much more likely—we both did.
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