Showing posts with label On the Road. Show all posts
Showing posts with label On the Road. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Blogging On The Road: Chapter 3

Less than a paragraph later, we're in Chicago; less than a page later, the narrator is hitching west after kicking himself for spending money on a bus from Chi-town to Joliet. The way he brushes off both trips is a clear indication that the Road of the book's title is not buses and paid fares, it's hitchhiking and the pricelessness of freedom.


Along the way he sees "my beloved Mississippi River." Beloved why? What for? Because he's read about it in a Mark Twain novel? Seen it dozens of times before? It's an odd use of the adjective, it implies a past which is never revealed, and points up the fact that there's very little of the narrator's past that is part of this story. Maybe we'll get it along the way, but if we don't, it's because it's not necessary; almost like he's filling it in when and if he needs it, like an oil change at a gas station.


Stuck in Davenport, he tries to get out and winds up right back where he started, like a miniature version of the last chapter. The Road is a place of fits and starts, of deep frustrations and high joys (the narrator would probably say "holy joys"). After a couple of truck drivers get him to Iowa, where he can "see Denver looming ahead of me like the Promised Land," we get a flash-forward: he's in a town "where years later Dean and I were stopped on suspicion in what looked like a stolen Cadillac." It's the first mention of Dean in a while, and the first time he's explicitly situated in the future, like Denver.


For the rest of the chapter, the narrator (still nameless) hooks up with a hitcher from New York named Eddie, who may be on the run from something. It's yet another rule of The Road: the Road is only home to two kinds of people, those who are running towards something they can't describe and those who are running away from something they don't want to talk about.


In this section, there's another little miniature, as a cowboy tells the guys a story about hopping freight trains back in the day, and another fits and starts moment when they end up in Shelton, Nebraska, where Eddie was years ago. In the ensuing drizzle (the rain is starting to become symbolic; it always seems to happen when there are no rides out of town), the narrator gives Eddie his wool plaid shirt to help keep him warm, a gift that he later regrets when Eddie without a word or a backward glance hops onto a trailer with only room for one passenger, leaving the narrator stuck in Shelton.


But before Eddie vanishes off towards the horizon, he and the narrator are offered a job with a travelling carnival. It's tempting; if there's one group of people that could actually form the kind of rootless community which could survive on The Road, it's carny folk. It's like a myth within a myth, and here's the opportunity to take it, but they pass. You get the sense that they pass not just because it's a job, but because it's a job where you have to deal with normal people whenever you stop moving and pitch your tent. And if you're going to deal with normal people in town after town, why not just settle down in one? Which is not the pearl you want The Road to hand you. Just another empty oyster.


Blogging On The Road: Chapter 2

Having saved fifty bucks from veteran benefits (he’s a veteran?—from what war?) our nameless narrator is ready to head out west and join his friend Remi Boncoeur in San Francisco where they will ship out together on a round-the-world liner. After consulting a bunch of maps (which, given our narrator’s propensity for mythologizing, probably all have blank spaces around the general area of the Great Plains with the words “Here There Be Dragons” inscribed in 10-point Gothic), our modern Dante decides to get to Ely, Nevada the straightest way possible, which is to take Route 6 cross-country from Bear Mountain. Big mistake. He winds up a sodden mess of a man trying to hitchhike in the rain, a man whose dream of zipping across the country in hobo luxury has turned into a nightmare of rideless frustration.

“What the hell am I doing up here?” I cursed, I cried for Chicago. “Even now they’re all having a big time, they’re doing this, I’m not there, when will I get there!”

He finally gets a ride, but it’s a ride back into New York, where he blows half his money on a bus ticket to Chicago, berating himself because he wanted to head west and wound up “going up and down like something that can’t get started.” This is the lament of a man who is more interested in the destination than the journey. Will he ever actually enjoy any of his travels? Or will they all be frustrating interludes of motion without movement between where he is now and where somebody else is having a good time without him?

Monday, August 27, 2007

Blogging On The Road: Chapter 1



I first met Dean not long after my wife and I split up. I had just gotten over a serious illness that I won’t bother to talk about, except that it had something to do with the miserably weary split-up and my feeling that everything was dead.

Without reading any more than the first two sentences, all I can think of is this:



Nel mezzo del cammin di nostra vita
mi ritrovai per una selva oscura,
ché la diritta via era smarrita.

And I have this vision of the nameless narrator (and he stays nameless for a long time) as a soul-dead drifter divorced from female companionship ditching Beatrice for a Virgil who runs every red light on the road to hell and back. This Virgil is the perfect road companion: Dean, a man who was born on the road itself. A man who is also dumped by his woman and ends up at the narrator’s house in Paterson, New Jersey--which sets my Western Lit alarm off and I envision Dean and the narrator visiting Paterson doctor William Carlos Williams to con a prescription for Benzedrine, and the good doctor writing the following poem:


so much depends
upon
a red ford
fairlane

splashed with brown
water

beside the white
route 66 sign.


What do we know about Dean at this stage of the game, besides the fact that the narrator is enthralled by him? Well, in a wonderful paragraph-long sentence, we discover that Dean is the most fantastic parking lot attendant in the world. We also discover a typically oblique reason for the narrator's fascination with Dean in a justly famous passage which comes up so quickly in the book it feels like a summation instead of a beginning:

They danced down the streets like dingledodies, and I shambled after as I've been doing all my life after people who interest me, because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!"

Like the symphonies of Beethoven, it's impossible to hear this for the first time. Seeing these words is an act of recognition, not perception.

On the theory that everything in this novel is about Dean--every relationship and every image and every word the narrator says, whether he knows it or not--we've just been given the man in poetical miniature, which is almost immediately followed by a much more down-to-earth snapshot of a man who is totally obsessed with getting laid and getting fed, an animal interested in nothing more than where his next girl and his next meal are coming from. A man who's not, in fact, very likeable. And yet the narrator sees in Dean a kind of world-oyster, and by following him, "[s]omewhere along the line the pearl would be handed to me." What pearl? The pearl of wisdom? The pearl of great price? Or (knowing Dean) a girl named Pearl who'll make your blue centerlight pop till you go "Awww!"

Friday, August 17, 2007

The only people for me are the mad ones



The last time I read On The Road was 25 years ago, right after I moved to New York, which was for me the equivalent of a road trip to destiny.

Like all road trips, it's involved rest stops and exits I never anticipated. And as for destiny, well, one thing I've learned since those days is that motion is not movement. Movement, like a road trip, depends in equal parts on the machine you're driving, the amount of gas you have in your tank, the direction you're headed, and the traffic on the road.

So far this summer it's been like a long sojourn in the break-down-lane waiting for someone to fix my engine, fill up my tires, or (failing that) tow me to a garage. I definitely need a jump start. So: starting next week, I will be re-reading On The Road. And (what the hell) blogging about it.

Since I'm heading to Virginia to see an old friend, what better book to read, right?