It wasn’t you there lying on that bed
And not your face
that my tears landed on.
It wasn’t you when I kissed your cold head.
It was your
shell—by then, you were long gone.
And all the wailing that you didn’t hear
And all the
anguish that you didn’t see
Meant nothing—all those tears, like flames that sear,
Were not for
you. No. They were all for me.
I knew, then, that all I knew was a lie,
And learned the
hard way that our hopes deceive us:
This life is all about saying goodbye
To people that we
love after they leave us
In a cold room,
smothered with sorrow’s weight,
Where all the
living talk of love too late.
Copyright 2015 Matthew J Wells
2 comments:
Very moving, Matthew, and deeply true.
Made me cry. Very beautiful.
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